Okay, let’s face it, I am not cut out for this shit; Journalizing my thoughts on paper for everyone to dissect, is for the birds.  Cassie’s note was explicit, and brutally raw even for her.  The thoughts she expressed about the night of her attack lead me to question her stability.  Was she aware of what was going on?  Why would she openly admit to things being her fault?  She knew Colton was going out that night, she knew he would come after her if she called.  She knew he would try to stop her.  But why?  Her letter to me just doesn’t make sense, and why does she want me to tell her story?  This can’t be right, what triggered this behavior? 

“Cas, you don’t get to do this to me. You do NOT get to take this from me!  That damn vow, it all comes down to that fucking vow…New Breed!”